Sunday, February 7, 2010

..OUR FAULTS THEY'RE OURS TO HOLD..


I AM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT IF PEOPLE COULD GET A GLIMPSE INTO MY LIFE THEY WOULD BE MORE UNDERSTANDING OF ME AS A WHOLE..NOT THAT I EVEN UNDERSTAND MYSELF OR ANYTHING BUT I WOULD LIKE TO HELP CLEAR SOME THINGS UP..


THROUGHOUT MY 23 YEARS OF LIFE..I HAVE BEEN THROUGH QUITE SOME STUFF..I WON'T WASTE TIME GOING INTO THE NITTY GRITTY DETAILS BUT I WILL TELL YOU THIS..IF ANYONE COULD SEE INTO THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART AND PULL OUT ONE VALUABLE AND OVERALL MESSAGE IT WOULD HAVE TO BE THAT I AM A STRONG PERSON..EVEN THOUGH I HAVE STRUGGLES DAILY..I STILL MANAGE TO FEEL SOME SORT OF HAPPINESS IN ALL THAT I DO AND STILL WEAR A SMILE ON MY FACE..EVEN IF ITS ONLY TO CHEER OTHER PEOPLE UP..


DESPITE MY MISTAKES..I LOVE WITH ALL THAT I HAVE AND SOMETIMES THINGS JUST GET THE BEST OF ME..I DON'T MEAN FOR THAT TO HAPPEN..BUT I AM NOT A WEAK PERSON..I HAVE STRENGTH THAT SOMETIMES GETS BROKEN DOWN BECAUSE OF ALL THE WEIGHT ON MY HEART FROM THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED..I AM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH THEM AND BECOME A BETTER AN EVEN STRONGER PERSON..I WANT TO BE BETTER FOR EVERYONE IN MY LIFE..INCLUDING ME..BECAUSE I'M PRETTY SURE I AM A BIG PART OF MY LIFE(HAHA)..WHEN I'M AT MY BEST I AM AMAZING..HOWEVER..I WILL BE THE BEST FRIEND YOU COULD EVER HAVE AND I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE..!!..I MAY BE "DAMAGED" BUT I HAVE A HUGE HEART..I WANT TO ENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO NEVER GIVE UP..AND IF PEOPLE GIVE UP ON YOU..COME TO ME..BECAUSE I NEVER WILL..


I KNOW SOMETIMES PEOPLE JUST NEED ONE MORE BOOST..ONE MORE CHANCE TO GET UP AND SOMEONE BE THERE TO HELP THEM THROUGH IT ALL..I HOPE TO BE THAT PERSON FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS ME TO BE..I LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME OR ME TO THEM..


I HAVE BEEN FACING ALOT OF MY DEMONS..MAKING CHANGES..AND MAKING FRIENDS OF ONCE ENEMIES AND EVEN MAKING ENEMIES THAT WERE ONCE MY FRIENDS..BUT THATS OK..ALL IN ALL ITS REALLY GREAT AND REFRESHING..NOTHING IS GOING TO GET ME DOWN OR GET IN MY WAY..!!..


TRACE FACE IS BACK..!!..

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